A Friend :

ii've been thinking for this few days. this is what ii wanna say~
i still been waiting for a fren to like me as me. a fren who can laugh and cry wit me. and to be juz beside with a fren thats who i nid. and even though i make mistake,and never do anything. i nid someone to rely on. but ii think ii'd lost one of this fren and it will nb be anyway to turn bac..!maybe our thinking is diffrently,ii thought it will change. but the end the ans is still the same,althought ii'm quite disappoint but is alright as long as u feel happy..
I'm breaking out of a frenship cage. It's over. were thought..and with this note. i'd like to say...bye..
Perhaps,i was also one of the factors why you decide to let go..but how can ii juz let u slip..?haisss. you were the best thing ever happened to me so far..ii like and enjoyed every min we shared. The memories we had will always be a treaure that ii will cherish forever.. ii would like to to tnx for everything you have done for me..tnx for being a part of my life..tnx for making me smile..tnx for teaching me many thing..will nb forget you as my best fren..will always in my mind. ! ALWAYS ! ii always realise. every beginning will have it's ending..maybe is happy or maybe is sad ending. althought we having a bad ending. but you'll be forever the best fren in my heart..and ii noe no one else can replace you..
so before ii let you go..ii juz wanna say..letting go longest frenship is NEVER easy..but ii respect you to be the best of me and ii dun wanna to see u feel so uneasy..so..thats why ii let you free..ii'm holding on by letting go of you. and before ii let you go..ii wanna say sorry..ii hope u're listening coz it's true for every word ii say..ii'd noe that ii will never be the best for u and never let u feel easy..but seriously the hardest part of my life is not noeing to letting go a relationship but a frenship..coz ii noe frenship can be forever but relationship can only be a part of my life..so ii didnt treat relationship as important as frenship..if ii have hurt you deeply. ii'm sorry and ii nb ask for forgive..but ii juz wanna my fren to be happy every single second.!! things will never be change until it fade. but memory will nb been fade forever..sorry..take care :)

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♥ Friday, November 20, 2009

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♥ Thursday, November 05, 2009

haiss this two day damn boring at home :( damn sian los. wtf. ytd really damn fun los. hahas. :) korkor they all playing smash cake. the jason hor funny lehs. hahas korkor also :) haisss should take some picture de. forget lehs the baozhong lo. hahas. keep do funny action den he stupid stupid de. say he very hungry den go eat those uncook one hahas. den end up stomachache,wann pangsai. hohoho. :P oppss. sorry ya. :P
the shawn also lo,so naughty one,keep play water aiyoyo. hahas :) silly lo :s den nth much lo. play until 12 plus plus den go home. clean up,wash up. den HSH.~
haisss our distance is further and further :( dun noe why will feel that lehs. juz feel lo. althought got msg,got meet up sometimes,but still very scare to lose u lehs :( already use to have u barh :x
dun noe why this few day,keep feel that u are further and further from me :(
♥ Thursday, November 05, 2009

today got BBQ at home cos da sao de b'dae. hahas. buy lot thing,busy lehs one morning >.<
hmm decide lehs,14 nov go BBQ wit june they all hahas. yay. :) tmr maybe go swimming also los. :)
sian lehs,everytime go find work say must 16 den can work haisss. x( boring los. haisss. next yr can work los. but must wait until NEXT year sia. haiyoyo. anyway,maybe going back malaysia see my junior and teacher los :) miss them lots >.<
post till here,bye go BBQ los~
♥ Wednesday, November 04, 2009

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♥ Monday, November 02, 2009

today going out. hmm. quite happy. hmm now is 1123pm. juz now msg him,cheer him up.but he didnt reply. hmm think he thought ii.....??hahas,lols cheer him up as fren-.-nbm las,hahas. hmm,think hor someone tell me before is true,single is the best los. stead is not that good de,sometime no freedom,but sometime wish the person u like will juz beside u los. but hor, a chinese word say, alone is better,have more freedom. sometime feel this word is rite but sometime not. hahas. :) anyway,wish him cheer up soon. dun sad lehs. :) hahas :) hmm and all my fren happy everyday. june,play sweet sweet worh
♥ Saturday, October 17, 2009

now is 9.26pm. haven slp yet :) still early. haisss this few dae damn happy and and unhappy lo. dun noe lehs. hais. feel that hor,no one around me have tuthly heart towards fren derh lo. all fake heart de lo,quite disappoint de. holiday coming soon le,dun noe going back work ma,cos my aunt call me go back work wit cousin(same age de). but hor. haha.sometime wann sometime dun wann lehs. very sian. later ii miss my bed :P
anyway,nv think that will contact 6A fren before de,but haha. lucky still got good good jiawen. and obviously got good good june also lo. haha.
dun noe should go job not. haha. sometimes quite lazy go work. that dae promise vivian and zf they all go tampinies work de. but..somethings go wrong lo. then nv go work le. heehee.
exam finish le.damn stress lo.shit la exam. lian eh. siao siao le.
thinking go a lot place,but ii think cant le lo. also no one wann to go out de,always use mouth say only-.-sian sian at home,haven holiday,father jiu call me go out find job. ala.
find 1N3 student hor. haisss. dun noe how to say lo. everyone also like not "he zuo" one lo. always kena scold waliao. always ask them do group work den very horrible de :( work solo better lo. ala. why ii always go to "those" class de. ii tell tzehui that haha. den she agree wit me.
sometimes really dun noe wad to sae le lo. haiss. frenship/relationship also so trouble one,haiss. not idea worh.
For joab,aya,dun nid wait le,wont patch de. serious. stead is juz a process of ur life. dun cos nichole make urself like that. not worth-.-and dun msg nicholas le.-.-anything juz msg me lo.and joanne like you,accept her la..??lols. accept her better than 4ppl stuck tgt ma. den everyone also happy ending le ma,at least we still fren ma. still can talk naturally de. :) okayy..?

For nicholas kor,lols. dun like that lehs. ii very wei nan lehs. very paiseh also lehs. -.- dun msg joab le also,ala. u two arh,one my fren,one my kor,very wei nan lehs,ii dun wanna stead now u noe ma...??u two should understand stead will nv be forever de,only fren cann be forever. dun so silly and dun wait le. will be happy everyday if u two dun like that lo. haisss. dun like that le lehs. ii seriously dun noe how to ans u two lehs. aiyo. and hear jiejie say someone jio u also ma,den go wit that person -.- is also better than stuck ther. at least wont at last cant be ur mei mei also ma. kay..?dun wait me like wait jiejie SO long le. hurt once still not scare ar..??
♥ Sunday, October 11, 2009